Hump Day

Hello gals and guys ๐Ÿ˜,

Happy hump day,coincidentally, it also happens to be national steak and blow job day ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‰I didn’t get any humping,steak nor did I give any blow jobs ๐Ÿ˜‚

First off can I start by saying a massive thank you to everyone who has taken the time so far to view my site and read my posts ๐Ÿ˜Today I had the most views,comments and likes than ever before ๐Ÿ˜„I can’t believe people are taking the time out to read about my life!Its so humbling and I appreciate every single viewer๐Ÿ˜.

My week has improved slightly thankfully๐Ÿค—.I had a long shift at work today(1pm-11:00pm)but Magda was duty manager tonight so as she always does we finished on time as promised ๐Ÿ˜Again though I was stuck at a till by myself so no getting to have the craic with Ellen or Chris ๐Ÿ˜’Customers seemed to be in alright moods so not much bother on that front ๐Ÿ™‚Aoife is in tomorrow so at least I can catch up with her and have a laugh at our wild night out on Saturday ๐ŸบI have been working in Lidl over two years now and I FINALLY got my own locker ๐Ÿ˜„There is more staff members than there is lockers(usually)so when I started there wasn’t a spare one.I took a snapchat of my locker and put it on my story(its the little joys that get you by in that place!)and Lauren replied back saying”That was my locker”.How cute?I got one of my work besties locker after she left ๐Ÿ˜ƒ

One of my besties arrived home from Australia today too ๐Ÿ™‚Dylan left a month ago to go to Australia for a year so I am not 100% why he is back so soon.He did mention that one of the women he went with was making the trip miserable but I really hope he isn’t home because of her๐Ÿ˜ฏ.Travelling is one of the best experiences and I would hate to think he missed out.I have known Dylan nearly 3 years.His stepfather Mike was my manager in Tesco and soon after I joined Tesco,Dylan started.We got on immediately but he would never talk to me outside of work because I was in a relationship.When my relationship was falling apart and my Dad had his accident,Dylan really stepped up as a friend.I can talk to him about anything and he can always cheer me up so its good to have him home โคI am working tomorrow so I won’t get to see him until Friday but I can’t wait to catch up with him.

We have been in constant contact since he left so he knows all about my massive crush/obsession with the musician ๐Ÿ˜‚He has been advising me from a man’s point of view and is probably the only reason I have remained half normal in my quest to get the musician in my bed again ๐Ÿ˜‰Dylan is not a fan of the musician.He thinks the musician loves himself too much even though they have never met.They will meet very soon though as we have decided to go to the Skeff and make the musician jealous by being flirty infront of him ๐Ÿค”What else are guy bestfriend’s for right?!๐Ÿ˜‚

The musician has been very quiet on social media again today apart from viewing my snap story about my locker.Obviously I can only see what he puts of up on his profiles so he might be very active in sending messages or snaps to others on social media privately.I was listening to his EP on Spotify on the way to work โ™ฌI can’t get enough of his voice.I am not being biased because I have the hugest crush on the guy.He is seriously talented and I know he will be as successful as Ed Sheeran one day ๐ŸคžHe already appeared on The Voice of Ireland and came close to winning ๐Ÿ˜My plan to use work as a distraction to stop thinking about him didn’t work as I had one of his songs stuck in my head all day and so many times I thought I seen him come into the store today (wishful thinking๐Ÿ˜‰).

My former lover in the apartment below hasn’t contacted me since our fight yesterday.For once I might have gotten through to him and he has now accepted we are done.I was speaking to my ex (the man I was with for 6 and a half years)on the phone and having a catch up.I’ll write a whole blog on that relationship and break-up soon.I was telling William all about the fight (he never liked the guy downstairs for obvious reasons!)and he said something that just click in my mind.William pointed out that it always came across as though my former lover in the apartment below thought “he owned me”.The former lover told me many times in recent months that my pussy and ass belongs to him ๐Ÿ˜ Another favourite of his lines to tell me was that he knows I’ll only want him even if I move on (sometimes I worry deep down he is right?!)I could never see this “ownership” of myself because I was so caught up the whirlwind romance of the first few months of our situationship but now the rose tinted glasses have come off and I realise I was just a possession to show off to him ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ’”He must be at his parents or one of his many women’s houses tonight as his car is not parked outside the apartment block.I just hope that he sorts the issue out that we argued about yesterday for himself because its dangerous to his health but I doubt it as he is in denial.If he doesnt its no longer my problem to deal with.I tried and I can do no more.The debauchery that has gone on recently has definitely shut the door on any reconcilation ๐Ÿ˜•

Everyone was talking about the death of Stephen Hawking today.I didn’t know much about him only what I saw when I watched ‘The Big Bang Theory’ tv show (one of mine and the musician’s favourite tv shows ๐Ÿ˜).I do admire how despite being given two years to live and being confined to a wheelchair,Hawking never gave up.He achieved so much and inspired so many scientists.He is one of the people you can truly say left this world a better place than what he found it.May he rest in peace.

I hope my week continues to improve.I am absolutely exhausted (I have come to accept that this may just be my permanent state of being from now on)from the last few bad days.I’ll of course as always keep you updated on the drama in my life ๐Ÿ˜‹

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Positive vibes always,

Shauna ๐Ÿ˜—

 

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The Pieces of Me

I'm a 28 year woman living in the greatest city in Ireland aka Galway.This blog is my personal diary of the struggles I face dating,the crazy drama I can never avoid,the complicated relationships with my family/friends and battles with mental health.I hope if anyone reads this they will find it helpful and funny because you won't believe the shit that happens to me but I promise its all true!Enjoy...๐Ÿ˜

2 thoughts on “Hump Day”

  1. Wait, I thought the guy downstairs was your ex of six and a half years? I must have gotten things mixed up somewhere along the line.

    I’m also curious – you don’t mind having your personal information on WP, or people you know reading your blog? I’d be mortified if anyone ever found mine.

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    1. No I was seeing the guy downstairs on/off for over a year.We got together a month after I ended my 6 and a half year relationship.I’ll be posting a blog about the 6 and a half year relationship soon to clarify things ๐Ÿ˜Š
      I wasn’t sure about it at first but then the more I thought about the more I realised I started this blog as a way for me to vent and to maybe help a woman/man not making the same mistakes I did and will do.If I help one person its worth the embrassment.Though I actually don’t find it embrassing when someone I know reads my blog.Sex and dating is a natural thing we all do.I am just more open about my life.Each to their own really.

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