Hey gals and guys 😁,
Sorry for the short absence.I was celebrating St.Patrick’s Day of course ☘Happy belated St.Patrick’s Day to everyone ☘
I had planned to meet Dylan on Friday but I cancelled as I had a mini freak out 😖While he was in Australia,Dylan told me over snapchat that he thinks I am his soul mate and that he loves me so much.It scared the heck out of me 😯I am not good at hearing those words when I don’t feel the same and I don’t want to lose him as a friend.I made up an excuse that my mam and aunty were here helping me pack up.I know I will have to face him soon but I just don’t know how to deal with.
I got the best St.Patrick’s Day gift EVER 😄My aunty Tracy who lives in America is coming to Ireland in June for a few days ❤I haven’t seen her in 12 years and I have missed her and my cousins terribly.I always feel like a part of me is missing without them and unfortunately my cousins won’t be coming along.We were supposed to be going on holiday to Spain during the week Tracy is here but obviously we are postponing.I am so excited to show Tracy where I grew up and for her to meet the rest of my family 😍
I was working yesterday for St.Patrick’s Day.I kept getting snapchats from friends and family enjoying their pints while out in pubs watching Ireland defeat England in the rugby to become grand slam champions 🏉I was so jealous of them that I wrote my resignation letter there and then 😂Luckily we were very quiet so the day wasn’t too stressful.I hadn’t planned to go out at all as I was surviving on €30 for the next two weeks until I get paid again 😣Aoife and Lauren kept snapping me to come out and I was easily persuaded 😂They were already tipsy but we had fun catching up on the previous weekends antics 😂I bought a drink and intended having only the one….
We managed to persuade Chris to come out for a few too.We are a bad influence on him.I think he has a crush on Lauren and thats the only reason he really came out 😜We went to a pub called “The Blue Note” which I had never been in and never will again (music was shit and its a dive).Lauren and Chris kindly bought drinks for me as I am pure broke lol!We decided that we all have to go out more before I move to Australia ✈Aoife is coming to Australia (in 2019) and is going to live with me next year which is exciting 😄While out,I was taking some snaps and seen the musician was doing a gig.He never snaps his gigs but he was doing a gig with a friend so thats probably why.I started to message him to wish him a happy St.Patrick’s Day but I thought better of it.Though he saw my snaps,knew I was out,he didn’t bother to contact me.I think its time to give up on him.We went and got food after last orders.Chris lives near ‘The Blue Note’ so he headed home and we went to get a taxi at the top of the town.
Surprisingly we got a taxi quite easily.Aoife decided to stay in Lauren’s spare room instead of trying to get a taxi to the other side of town.I said goodnight to them and headed off to my apartment.I snapped Aoife to let her know I got in safely as she requested and she messaged back asking can she come stay in my apartment instead.I wasn’t sure what had happened in the 10 minutes since I last seen them but of course I said yes.I headed up towards Lauren’s apartment to meet Aoife to bring her to my place and she explained that Lauren was freaking out about the apartment being a mess as she has just moved in and didn’t want anyone there.Basically Lauren was very drunk and being an idiot 😂I gave Aoife some pj’s,we chatted and then fell asleep 😪
We woke up this morning and chatted a bit before Aoife headed off to get the bus home to get ready for her final day at work.I am so glad I get to work with Aoife on her final day.I am going to cry when we finish up work tonight 😭I am going to see her plenty though as we have planned so many nights out when we get paid as I am currently surviving on €20 until payday in two weeks 😮
Positive vibes always,