Hey gals and guys 😁,
What a day?!We were so busy at work 😫It just never let up even for a second!We were extremely understaffed (what’s new there?)and the store was a mess (not unusually).I am back in tomorrow but I have a nice short day 😄
I was thinking that because I have such a short day tomorrow I would ask the musician out for a drink after his gig (finally!)but then realised that I am broke and the fear of rejection is too great right now.I think I’ll leave it until the Tuesday after payday and ask him out.I keep flip flopping between giving up on him and then being determined to ask him out.I have NEVER asked anyone out on a date…I have ALWAYS been asked and for once I feel sorry for men.Also having given it a few weeks since we had sex,my drunk snapchatting etc might make things easier 😕
Speaking of the musician,he was on instagram alot today.He was uploading to his story and not his actual page.He always does this which is weird to me but each to their own.He is in Dublin (he goes to college at BIMM)so he’ll be back tomorrow night for his gig in the Skeff.The musician added to his tattoo collection which he showed off on his instagram but not snapchat (odd as he always uploads to both).I am not exactly sure what it is he got inked to be honest but I’ll ask him(if I ever speak to him again 😂).It made me want to get another tattoo so I am trying to decide what to get.Either a Harry Potter related one or a travel one.I was thinking of getting puzzle pieces (not because the musician has it)filled in with the flags of all the places I have visited but its because the musician has this type of tattoo and what it represents to him that has put me off the idea.So onto pinterest for the search for my next tattoo.
My younger sister,Grace (musician’s younger sister is also called Grace 😋),rang me today in a panick.She is 13 years old,in first year and is starting to navigate her way into the teenage dating world (makes me very nervous!)The guy she has a crush on requested to friend her on instagram and she declined by accident 😣She text her friend Tamara to ask him to send the request again but he didn’t so Grace took the brave step of sending a request to him.She is still waiting to be accepted!I know the anxiety of that situation all to well.I advised her not to send anything else because she doesn’t want to look desperate (like I ususally do).At least my dating mistakes can serve as lessons for her.Grace is usually is the one giving me the BEST dating advice(that I always fuck up)so I am at a loss as to how I can help her 😂I can’t believe the baby of the family is starting to go boy crazy.I just feel like wrapping her in the biggest hug and keeping her safe from any heart breaks (and there will be plenty 😕).
The store manager,Pauline,is back to work tomorrow after being off for more than a month with a back injury.The store was so much more relaxed without her but it didn’t operate as smoothly.I decided I am going to leave Lidl at the end of May.I just can’t handle it without Lauren and Aoife.Today was my first day without either of them and I was just so sad 😭
Keith hasn’t contacted me since our fight last week over viber.The longest he has gone without contacting me is a month so I’ll not count my chickens before they hatch.Yet I still can’t help but worry about him despite the unforgivable thing he did.I guess that will never completely go away.It didn’t with Mark,the only other guy I have ever been in love with,and we split up 9 years ago.Keith was out on St.Patrick’s night so I was expecting a drunken phonecall but he must have stayed with one of his many women he is currently having sex with because I did check for his car when I came home from the bar that night and it wasn’t there.His car has been gone for days so maybe he took my advice to go to his doctor back home and get himself checked out.
The goat that Lauren and I have “adopted” is back in the field across from her apartment.We named him Gearoid 😊We used to work with a guy called Gearoid but we didn’t name the goat after him 😂We just thought Gearoid is a good name for a goat 😊We were then informed by some people feeding him that Gearoid the goat is a female but she will still go by the name of Gearoid 😋
Positive vibes always,