Jammin’

Hey gals and guys ๐Ÿ˜,

Its nearly the weekend and for once I am off ๐Ÿ˜I think thats how its going to be from now on as most of our staff is college students.I don’t mind it except they are giving me long shifts nearly everyday I work ๐Ÿ˜ช

I was so excited when I opened my post box this morning and a package arrived for me.I forgot I had ordered the item I was waiting that long for itย ๐Ÿ˜I treated myself to a rose gold Cartier ‘Love’ bracelet ๐Ÿ˜„Expensive!!!A man is supposed to buy it for his partner.He is supposed to screw on the bangle on his lover as a token of everlasting love and keep the screwdriver.I’d advise maybe keeping the screwdriver yourself if given this bangle by a partner incase of an acrimonious split ๐Ÿ˜‚Anyway I figured I’d buy it for myself as a token of learning to love myself but its so expensive I am afraid to wear it ๐Ÿ˜‚

I had my yearly appraisal with Pauline and I think it didn’t go how either of us expected.She read my VERY critical appraisal form and just kept repeating how shocked she was.I just explained I had lost all passion for the job and how I had no desire to improve as I am leaving in 9 weeks.I also said I think everyone has had enough and I outlined the favouritism in store.She pointed out that if I have no desire for the job anymore how can I expect her to train me in other areas and that it scared her how little I knew or cared about our inventory.So the outcome is I am stuck on tills until I leave.

I finally got around to doing more packing for Australia.It wasn’t as bad as I thought and this time it didn’t bring on a panic attack ๐Ÿ˜ŠI think its because I am off work tomorrow so packing tonight was less stressful as I wasn’t on a time limit and I could pack until I was fed up.I have nearly everything packed that I don’t use regularly ๐Ÿ˜

Galway University Hospital got back to me about my charity endeavour to fundraise to build accommodation for families with member’s in long-term care.They are fully supportive and want to help in anyway they can.Of course I e-mailed them and started this quest before I had made definite plans for Australia so its going to make things difficult ๐Ÿ˜ฃI am hoping that if I set up a go fund me page and do like a sky dive over in Oz to raise money that will be sufficient enough to help in some way.The hospital also holds a yearly conference on ICU/HDU for patients and staff in September.They have asked if Dad would like to speak at the event.I really hope he decides to do it ๐Ÿ˜Š

My mam sent me a photo of my sister Grace (who is currently learning how to play guitar)and my Dad having a jammin’ session.We should start a family band ๐Ÿ˜‹I love the photo so much though because you can see the look of love and admiration my sister has for our Dad in the way she is looking at him.We both just feel so lucky to still have him here after his road traffic accident and we never take life for granted anymore.

I spotted Keith for the first time since our fight over viber.He was on his way to work and I was looking out my window.He looked up at my bedroom window.Something he always has done no matter what our status.I don’t know how to handle it with me leaving for Australia.Do I say a proper goodbye face to face?I would prefer that after all we have been through and how much he means to me ๐Ÿ˜I never stopped loving him but I had to walk away.Then I think he might not want to talk to me especially since I did say I NEVER wanted to communicate with him again.I mean’t it but then as usual I cooled off.I have 9 weeks to think about it anyway.

I think the musician was on a date tonight from what I seen on his instagram story.He was out bowling and playing pool with a woman.I have seen her on his social media before so maybe they are just friends but I think its time to face facts that he and I were a one time thing ๐Ÿ’”I’m still going to contact him before I go to see if he wants to meet up for a drink and to say goodbye as I still want to be friendly with him.My life right now should not be chasing men but getting ready for my new adventure ๐Ÿ˜Š

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Positive vibes always,

Shauna ๐Ÿ˜—

 

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The Pieces of Me

I'm a 28 year woman living in the greatest city in Ireland aka Galway.This blog is my personal diary of the struggles I face dating,the crazy drama I can never avoid,the complicated relationships with my family/friends and battles with mental health.I hope if anyone reads this they will find it helpful and funny because you won't believe the shit that happens to me but I promise its all true!Enjoy...๐Ÿ˜

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