Hey gals and guys 😁,
Its nearly the weekend and for once I am off 😁I think thats how its going to be from now on as most of our staff is college students.I don’t mind it except they are giving me long shifts nearly everyday I work 😪
I was so excited when I opened my post box this morning and a package arrived for me.I forgot I had ordered the item I was waiting that long for it 😐I treated myself to a rose gold Cartier ‘Love’ bracelet 😄Expensive!!!A man is supposed to buy it for his partner.He is supposed to screw on the bangle on his lover as a token of everlasting love and keep the screwdriver.I’d advise maybe keeping the screwdriver yourself if given this bangle by a partner incase of an acrimonious split 😂Anyway I figured I’d buy it for myself as a token of learning to love myself but its so expensive I am afraid to wear it 😂
I had my yearly appraisal with Pauline and I think it didn’t go how either of us expected.She read my VERY critical appraisal form and just kept repeating how shocked she was.I just explained I had lost all passion for the job and how I had no desire to improve as I am leaving in 9 weeks.I also said I think everyone has had enough and I outlined the favouritism in store.She pointed out that if I have no desire for the job anymore how can I expect her to train me in other areas and that it scared her how little I knew or cared about our inventory.So the outcome is I am stuck on tills until I leave.
I finally got around to doing more packing for Australia.It wasn’t as bad as I thought and this time it didn’t bring on a panic attack 😊I think its because I am off work tomorrow so packing tonight was less stressful as I wasn’t on a time limit and I could pack until I was fed up.I have nearly everything packed that I don’t use regularly 😁
Galway University Hospital got back to me about my charity endeavour to fundraise to build accommodation for families with member’s in long-term care.They are fully supportive and want to help in anyway they can.Of course I e-mailed them and started this quest before I had made definite plans for Australia so its going to make things difficult 😣I am hoping that if I set up a go fund me page and do like a sky dive over in Oz to raise money that will be sufficient enough to help in some way.The hospital also holds a yearly conference on ICU/HDU for patients and staff in September.They have asked if Dad would like to speak at the event.I really hope he decides to do it 😊
My mam sent me a photo of my sister Grace (who is currently learning how to play guitar)and my Dad having a jammin’ session.We should start a family band 😋I love the photo so much though because you can see the look of love and admiration my sister has for our Dad in the way she is looking at him.We both just feel so lucky to still have him here after his road traffic accident and we never take life for granted anymore.
I spotted Keith for the first time since our fight over viber.He was on his way to work and I was looking out my window.He looked up at my bedroom window.Something he always has done no matter what our status.I don’t know how to handle it with me leaving for Australia.Do I say a proper goodbye face to face?I would prefer that after all we have been through and how much he means to me 😍I never stopped loving him but I had to walk away.Then I think he might not want to talk to me especially since I did say I NEVER wanted to communicate with him again.I mean’t it but then as usual I cooled off.I have 9 weeks to think about it anyway.
I think the musician was on a date tonight from what I seen on his instagram story.He was out bowling and playing pool with a woman.I have seen her on his social media before so maybe they are just friends but I think its time to face facts that he and I were a one time thing 💔I’m still going to contact him before I go to see if he wants to meet up for a drink and to say goodbye as I still want to be friendly with him.My life right now should not be chasing men but getting ready for my new adventure 😊
Positive vibes always,