Hey gals and guys ๐,
Well its my first day as an unemployed lady of leisure ๐So what did I do?I went to Lidl ๐
I had to get food for the house as my cupboards were empty.I always ate at work so never done any food shopping ๐๐ฅ๐๐It was strange being in Lidl but no longer working there.It made me miss the team already ๐คฃ
When I got home I made some dinner but had to throw half of it out as I began to feel ill.Not from my own cooking but I got a bad headache all of a sudden ๐คI had a nap but that didnt seem to help ๐ชWhen I woke up I decided to do my nails.I could never wear false nails because of my job but today I treated myself to some summery mermaid nails ๐
I haven’t heard from Keith but I did notice his car has been parked outside our apartment block all weekend ๐I have been keeping an eye out for him and I was half expecting to get a drunken phonecall at an outrageous hour as he usually goes out for pints if he is off work ๐บ๐ฒHe behaved himself and stayed in his apartment all weekend ๐ฎAlso he wasnt on Viber or Whatsapp much which is strange๐ค.Keith finally emerged this evening as I saw him drive off.I for sure thought Keith was going on a date by what he was wearing (nice shirt,a nice jumper over it and nice formal trousers).I was upset with the thought he was going on a date but I am the one who has decided to not see him anymore as its too hard knowing I’ll have to leave in a few weeks so I have no right to be upset if he is moving on๐
He came back about 15 minutes later alone and with a shopping bag.I literally continuously peeked out the window waiting to see when he came back and I am sure he caught me ๐Keith wasn’t long home when I heard him leave his apartment again (the walls are very thin in our apartments ๐)Again I was sure this time he must be heading out to meet a woman.
I had arranged for my ex-boyfriend William to come around for a cup of tea and a chat๐ต.He has been going through a rough time lately.William was due to arrive at 9pm but as usual was lateโฒ.I saw his car pull up at 9:30pm.I was in my pj’s looking like shit but didnt care as I thought no one would see me when I went down to open the apartment block door๐ฉ.
Just as I was about to head down the hallway stairs of the apartment block I heard the apartment block front door screech open.I peeked over the stairwell to see who it was and of course it was Keith ๐He had caught me looking so I had no choice but to go down the stairs past him or else he would think I was just creeping on him.
As we met on the stairs I looked at him and just said “Hello”.Keith looked at me and just laughed ๐(I was wearing a Harry Potter dressing gown,no bra,a strap top with swear words on it,fluffy pj bottoms,socks and my hair was messy and greasy)Total nightmare.I jokingly said “Fuck off you”and continued on๐.Keith stood at the stairs talking down to me.He asked “What are you doing?”and I said “Letting someone in the door”.He asked me another question but I didn’t hear him as the apartment block door screeched open so I could let William in.Keith hadn’t been out or brought a random woman home like the conclusion I always jump too.He has been behaving himself so maybe he has been telling the truth all along that even though we’re not officially seeing each other again that doesnt mean he is looking for other women either ๐
I waited to hear Keith enter his apartment but he didnt for a few minutes.No doubt curious as to who I was meeting ๐William was taking a while so I closed the apartment block door to step out onto the pavement to see what he was doing in the car๐.I rang him and William explained that he was waiting to make sure Keith was gone before coming in as he didn’t want to bump into him.William and Keith hate each other so I’ll be getting quizzed as to why William was here and why he stayed nearly 3 hours etc.
William and I spent hours talking and I tried to advise him the best I could.We have arranged to meet up for lunch tomorrow.After William left I headed straight to bed to chill out and its time for some beauty sleep.
Positive vibes always,
Shauna ๐