Hey gals and guys 😁,
I have had a shit day!
It started great.I finally had a good night’s sleep for the first time in two weeks and woke up feeling refreshed.
I went into town and ran some errands.I sorted the last details left for going to Australia.All flights,visa,travel insurance etc paid for and ready to go 😁This was also tinged with sadness😔The realisation I have only 1 month left in Galway hit me hard and I started feeling panicky when I thought of only seeing Keith for 1 more month😣I still haven’t changed my mind on not seeing or communicating with him though😕
To cheer myself up I indulged in some retail therapy 😂I treated myself to a mermaid comforter,new underwear and a new top 😁Then I treated myself even further by getting a MacDonald’s 🍔🍟
When I got home I just chilled out but I suddenly heard someone at my door.They didn’t knock but just slid a letter under the door.It was from the rental company telling me that my rent was in arrears!They said I have 14 days to pay or else they will evict me 😠
Before the flatmates moved out they messaged me to tell me that they e-mailed the rental company to tell them to use their deposit as their last months rent📧I only paid half of the total rent thinking it was all sorted between them and the rental company.Also the letter was addressed to myself and my ex William despite us having signed a new lease when my flatmates moved in 😒
I messaged my now ex-flatmate Fiona asking her to e-mail the company but I am going down to the rental company office tomorrow to sort it out😠I am not paying their half of the rent😠I will make sure the company contacts my ex-flatmates and hold them responsible.I will show the company the messages between myself and the flatmates.I cant afford this extra expense 😡Also I will show them my e-mail to them informing them that I am moving out next month and tell them I am only paying half a months rent as I will only be staying half a month!
I am so raging about this.I wanted everything to go smoothly during my last few weeks in Galway but its off to a shitty start!
At least I get to spend time with my friends Aoife and Lauren on Friday 😀We’re going for dinner and to the cinema to see ‘Deadpool 2’ 😁
I seen Keith briefly today😊I was waiting on William to come collect something so was looking out the window to see his car.I saw Keith leaving to go somewhere at 10:45pm⏲It peeked my suspicions as always🤔My psycho,jealous,crazy and paranoid ass convinced he was going out so late to meet a woman so I stayed peeking out the window.Turns out he went to get a takeaway 😒How do people learn to trust people again?I want to be able to do that and move past this so I can maybe build a friendship with him when I come back from Australia.Maybe time away will heal the wounds and we can start again when I come back.All I know is I love him 💏
I probably wont sleep tonight worrying about this whole rent thing so hopefully it will get resolved tomorrow!Tomorrow is a new day and all that 😊
Positive vibes always,